A Cry for Help!

The following are examples of the types of letters this ministry receives from people that are hurting. I receive a minimum of 10 to 20 letters and phone calls per day just like this one. Rest assured that all are currently being counseled--or have already been delivered and are living in freedom. I assure you, I address every need that is made aware to me.

These are posted so you can understand the REALITY of the destruction that the enemy causes in peoples' lives.

From: Ruthie
To: Ambassador Bill Niland
 
Hello, thank you for reading my email. For some reason I didn't expect you to write me back but I'm glad you did. I did actually have a slight headache when answering the questions on your sheet. I don't know what kept happening but I ended up having to fill it out 3 times before I could even send it. I got so discouraged with it. that I gave up and decided not to send. Then I came back and tried again. And it FINALLY worked. So I'm glad I gave it one more shot.
 
I’ve never really seen the spirits or whatever they are in my home. I just hear and see what they do. Sometimes I think I see something running fast across the room. Such as a small dog or some sort of animal and sometimes I think I see someone standing close to me. Like a shadowy figure. But it happens so fast. I don't know if it's really there or not. Maybe it's just my imagination. I've never been a person that sees things that aren't there. But there is no other way to explain it other than me just "losing it".
 
We have a weight room in our house and my husband has weight plates that goes on his bars that weigh up to 50lbs. Sometimes at night you can hear these plates sliding against each other. They make a very loud and distinct noise. This is something that bothers us. Because we can't figure out what on earth could be doing it. It's a very scary feeling. If this is some sort of spirit or demon or whatever it may be.
 
It's not just in this house. It has followed us. It's just getting much worse than it used to be. My father even hears our son's toys start playing music and moving when no one is in his room. And he just gets up and walks out of our house and goes home. Most of our friends have witnessed at least one "strange" thing happen in our home while they are here. The last month has been pretty quiet. Seems like when it happens it happens all at once. Then stops for awhile.
 
I constantly have the name "Felodese" running through my brain and I don't know why. I looked it up and it means suicide. But don't' get me wrong. I am NOT suicidal. I've thought about it. But I WOULD NEVER actually do it. I know the pain it leaves behind.
 
Anyway. If you can make any sense out of any of this, I would really appreciate it. Thank you very much.
 
Ruthie

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